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[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

Alright, from a member here I have heard many crude things being said about me. I've been called a jerk and selfish, I've been told behind my back that I'm being downgraded to mod and that even though Dapps told me I'd either be Head or Second-In-Command with her if Aikoa quit position, now they're making flameh or Snow head. I've done so much for this site and I feel so unappreciated. Who updated the rules and the Bio Forms? Who got a new skin for us when the old one became dull? Who has brought countless members to the site, and tried to be friendly and helpful? Okay, so you may not like me. I know by now that a lot of you don't, and some of you even want me gone. Well, your wish just might be my command.

I'd just like to know what's going on. If anything I've been told is true I'm gone like that, deleted and poofed. I won't come back. If it makes you guys happy I'll vanish. This site has been my favorite for since I found it, and I've tried to be the best Admin I can. But if you guys hate me, I'll give up my passion here and all my lovelies. If Dapps is accusing me of being rude and treacherous I can assure you I'm not. She got mad at me for moving into her account when via email she gave me permission. As a matter of fact, I even have that email saved as proof. And the only reason I'd stay is for you loyal members who love me and are my friends. But apparently now nobody does, and people have been saying this openly in the chatbox.

So I'm taking action. If Dapps is going back on her word about leaving me Second or making me Head which she said via email, or flameh is starting vicious rumors about me, I'm gone. Please either deny or verify this. But if you guys want me gone, the first person to say some of this is true I'll be gone. I might as well, because ever since a month ago when people started to call me names in PMs and such I hated coming here. I only did because I was loyal. But if you don't want my loyalty and my kindness then I'll leave and you can all be happy once again.


Sincerely and most tearfully,
~Brambleclaw

[kelsey .]

If she goes, I go. That's all I will say. Consider it.

[drippingpaw]

I'll probably go to. You might not think it matters, but I'm pretty much the comic relief of this site. Think about that...

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

xD Thanks you guys, for sticking up for me and with me. It'll be nice to have you both with me. I'll be making a new site soon with some of the members from here, or you can contact me at:

[e-mail]

[drippingpaw]

Yeah, it's called Warriors: Strength and Super Coolness.

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

You can see it here:

newsky.proboards.com/index.cgi

And it's not Warriors: Strength And Super Coolness. It's New Skies. xD

[drippingpaw]

Well I'm calling it Warriors: Strength and Super Coolness, so there!

[legendstory]

BRAMBIEE!!!! If you go, I'm going too... xD I know, for a noob on this site, I probably make no difference, but STILL! You're the one that got me into RPing!
And...... Stripey misses Fox. xD

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

xP

We'll be able to do that whole plot on New Skies, BTW.

[legendstory]

I know.. :PPP

[flameh]

I'd like to say something, I NEVER started any vicious rumours, anything that i did report to Dapps was the truth and if you all want to hate me then go ahead. It's just I thought you were all better than that especially since you are all really good friends like Tiil and Dripping.

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

So you think that it's the truth that I don't deserve to be here? Really, that's just so cruel...

[flameh]

No i was upset and overreacted.

Also, I'd like to say that this matter was going to be addressed privatley and calmly. This wasn'tt suppose to affect SP until afterwards.

[bluebrook3]

I know I was late to respond but I'd definitely leave because Brambie is really the only one who RPs with any of my characters...Plus She's really nice and I love her like a friend. Please don't anyone leave, I'll become very sad. I love this site. Its one for my most favorite sites since I started.

[.:-Aikoa-:.]

*sighs* Listen, Bramble... I don't deny AT ALL that you've been a HUGE help with this site! You've given us a ton of awesome things, awesome plots, and I absolutely love having you here! SP wouldn't be the same without you! In fact... I don't know if I could really bring myself to come back if you weren't here (considering no one else really cares about my stupid plots... -.-) Anyway, while you've been really great I am sad to say you've pretty much taken over everything. I mean, you never even asked me if we should change the rules or put a code for the Bio board or any of that crap! As the supposed "Head Admin" I felt really insulted that you didn't care about my opinion. That's mainly why Dapps is worried about you being an admin; you make a ton of rules and change a ton of things, and while sometimes that's not a bad thing it sometimes is, too.

Now on the matter of hating you or saying we want you gone, NONE of us want that. (Flameh mentioned it as a thought in her upset state but we all pretty much snapped at her) I said myself that I wanted you to stay an admin or at least a mod because you've been such a great help to me. When people were asking me if you'd been doing all these things, I listed off those AND the good things you've done! You're a really great admin, but it just worries us that you kind of take control when you're the Second and I'm the First.

Plus, now that Winter's back, Dapps got her first choice. I was never that, obviously. I was the... like third choice. Or something like that. But I don't compare to anybody.... like anyone when it comes to being staff. I'm just not like that. Anyway, you helped me so much and I'll be forever grateful, but the fact is, no matter how much I feel you deserve something or other.... My word here is not quite law. Please don't quit because SP would really suck without you. I know this is all really upsetting and I'm really upset too... but it's just the ways things went down I'm afraid. You've been a great Head Admin over the past year... but unfortunately that was my job XP Anyway, I do luffle you BClaw, so please don't leave. That's all I'm goanna say (a lot isn't it?).

-Lion

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

Thanks for your kindness guys, but it's my time to leave. I only try to do what's best for the site, and I love this site more than my real life [or at least I did]. But it never loved me back, so it's my time to fly. But please, everyone keep in contact via email and I'd appreciate if you all joined New Skies as it'll probably be the only site I'm on as much as I was this one. I hate leaving this wonderful site, but alas I've been treated badly for the last time. So I'm not taking this crap, suffering, and sorrow anymore. By this coming Wednesday I will have both changed the Head Admin account back to what Dapps knows it was, will have 'killed' off all of my cats and completely left. I'm sorry it has to be this way, and I do hope you'll forgive me, but it's time to change for the better.

~Emily

[.:-Aikoa-:.]

..... *sighs* There goes a friend, and for what? NOTHING. Sometimes I utterly HATE this stupid online world with its stupid ridiculous online drama. It's so STUPID. I don't want to RP anymore if this is all I get, torn in every which direction and then left without anyone in a pile of mush. I HATE this. Maybe I should just leave. Without Brambleclaw's characters, half of mine are left totally in the dark without any plots or connections and so I've lost pretty much HALF my characters or MORE. I have to scratch out their lives, their plans, and FOR WHAT? For a STUPID STAFF POSITION. This really really... ticks me off. I'm so done with this. Seriously. All these stupid tempers and drama!! I just don't have the heart for it. Seriously. I need to just... go cool off or something. If Bramble really leaves, I don't know what I can expect anymore... there's just nothing. Empty. Lifeless. Nothing. I wish I'd kept my stupid mouth shut and said nothing was wrong, 'cause this is worse than it was before. Whatever. I just care too much, that's all. Care too much of this stupid little world that's supposed to help me and comfort me when my stupid real life is going wrong, but NOOO. You just have to tear up everything don't you? Whatever. I'm done.

[Spottedleaf ~Dapps]

It's not about the staff position. It's about the past few months of name-calling, cruelty, and mistreating. I've got no respect anymore so I'm going somewhere that I can both be with friends and have fun, but have the respect that any living human being deserves.

[Dapps]

If I were a cat, I would totally have my ears completely flat, teeth bared and ain't goin down without a fight kinda cat.

Gggggggrrrrrraaa!!! oooooooo....I have soooo much to say to everyone right now it's not even F funny.... yes that is how mad I am right now!!!!

Flamey, I even yelled at you, saying that Bramble didn't deserve to leave and din't deserve that kind of treatment, no matter what she has done or didn't do..... oooooo I am soooo mad right now.... i can't even think straight..... i made a reply to your post Bramble...just you post, that's all I got in an e-mail.... I didn't get all of the other replys and what I have read has made sooooo mad............!!!! grrrrr....

[Dapps]

Here is my real reply: the reply I was going to put down before I read the other replys.

you know what, I want to see those e-mails... cuz I know what I said and I told everyone what I said when I left. I don't remember saying or telling anyone that Bramble would be Head if Lion didn't like being Head!!! I'm not denying that I made mistakes, I explained why I made them in that post!!! I literally made a months worth of planning in literally 30 min to maybe an 1 hr!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID THE BEST I COULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know what.... Bramble can stay, she can do whatever she likes.... I'll leave. None of this would've happened if I hadn't come back. I came back because I love MY site...my SP... my loyal members... but if SP is going to lose one of the best members (tilly)(don't know drippy that well), then I will leave so that Tilly can stay.
Just for the record, I told Bramble she could use my account. What I thought that meant was she could sign in as me and do things that way. I never thought Bramble would actually take my account from me. Though that is not nearly the only reason I am so upset with Bramble. I am not mad just extrememly upset... disappointed.
I have heard from several members that Bramble has not been fair. That she doesnt listen to other members, that lower ranking members do not have a voice. To tell the truth, that one thing tore me apart... it broke my heart to hear that. When I was Head of my site, I always listened to my members, even if I thought they were a little annoying at times because they would come to me over and over about the same problem but I always listened to them. I always tried to help them and work out disagreements...some of you might remmeber a time before I left that SP was literally fighting each other. It seemed like every member was fighting another member. We lost so many loyal members during that, some have come back; like Snow. Others seem to have not. That whole situation happened because nobody was there to stop the arguements. I know I even got caught up in one with my best friend I ever had on these sites. I don't want that to happen again because someone won't listen to the members. Now please tell me if I am wrong in saying that Bramble doesn't listen to members.
Another few things I have heard and noticed is how Bramble has done an amazing job with this site. You can ask the people who were on when I first truely came on SP again. I loved it... it made SP so much better, more amazing...it felt like ....like home. Some of you might not understand why I said that but a lot of you do. I felt like I was back home with the people that loved me and more people to meet and respect and care for. I have Bramble to thank that. I love the new shop, I never would have thought of that shop but it is totally amazing. Thank you Bramble.
I know a lot of you are probably asking, how did you get from basically complaining about Bramble to thanking Bramble. Well the truth is, Bramble really did a great job with running SP. The main problem that I have with Bramble is that he ran none of this by Lion, none of this by the Head admin. Lion knew nothing of anything that Bramble has done. If Bramble had asked Lion and respected her decision then I would literally have no problem with Bramble. However, Lion knew nothing and Bramble doesn't seem to be listening to the members. I have also heard that Bramble has not been fair with her cats; for example, she made one of her cats blind or something and didn't pay for it in the shop. Even if you made the shop, Bramble, you still have to pay for what you want.
Like I said earlier and in my post (The Truth), I honestly did the best I could in what time I had. I made Bramble Co-Admin, that doesn't mean Head admin. Now, I don't want Bramble gone, I really don't. Bramble is a loyal member that I really care for...she might not think so right now, but I do love her. When I heard from her a few weeks ago, my heart soared, I was so happy to hear from her. At first I got confused that Bramble was Harrald and Harrald was Bramble, but we laughed about it. Bramble has helped me out so much and I am grateful.
However, if Bramble and the rest of the site wishes... I will leave SP. It will break my heart but I will leave so that peace can go back to my dear site.

Love always,
Dapps