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Post by flameh on Jul 16, 2009 21:21:51 GMT -5
Sparkheart pulled back. She thought about it, she had a mate, hated him, kits, cared for them. But there was one word mising. Love. Love was only existant with Renegade. "It can all be right" she mewed.
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 16, 2009 21:25:45 GMT -5
Renegade pricked his ears and looked at her keenly.
"What... do you mean?" He asked hesitantly. He wasn't sure where Sparkheart was going with this, and a part of him screamed he wouldn't like it, while another part said he just might...
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Post by flameh on Jul 16, 2009 21:27:53 GMT -5
Sparkheart smiled, her devious smile. "We're both visibly unhappy when we're apart" she mewed. "We need to be together, we need a life together" she said "just me and you."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 16, 2009 21:32:07 GMT -5
"But what about Foalan, my kits... your kits..." He meowed fretfully. He wanted so badly to be with Sparkheart, but some part of him did love Foalan too, if not as intensely as he felt for Sparky. He wondered at how he could feel all of these things, and not go completely insane...
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 12:15:19 GMT -5
"She tore you away from me" she mewed "and does she really love you or just the kits?" "My kits would love you since they barely know their father" she mewed "and they need a father figure."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 12:17:29 GMT -5
Renegade closed his eyes tightly and sighed.
"I want to be, I really do... but I have a duty to Foalan, as well as our kits... I can remain as your friend easily enough, and help your kits as if they were my own... but i don't know what else I could do without... betraying my mate and my kits..." He murmured sadly.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 12:30:21 GMT -5
Sparkheart lowered her head. "We could run, become loners, leave it all behind" she mewed. "Our love is much deeper than our commitments" she said "it can't be silenced or pushed away, any longer."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 12:35:31 GMT -5
Renegade shook his head.
"I... I was raised to hold to my promises, my endevours. It isn't in my nature to abandon everything." He said gruffly. His head hurt from just thinking about all this. He thought... maybe... they could be something in secret. Perhaps they could meet, and no other cat had to know? But no... Sparky didn't deserve that either. Renegade sighed. He was just so confused by all this.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 12:47:17 GMT -5
"Who taught you this?" she asked. It could've been Chaos, the same cat who ruined their love. "Also, think about this" she said "there would be no Foalan if Chaos hadn't gotten in the way."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 12:50:22 GMT -5
Renegade sighed.
"Maybe not. Or maybe so. I don't know. But think about it Sparkheart... what would our kits grow up to think? They'd think me a coward, they would think both of us hated them for mistakes we made, and I don't want that. And a good friend of mine taught me that, thank you." He meowed a bit tartly towards the end, remembering her smile and the words she spoke so softly... "Don't leave anybody behind, Renny! Be honorable and I bet you'll do alright!" "But Chaos says..." "Forget her! Forget everything and just come play!" .... Ok.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 12:56:28 GMT -5
"Your kit's wouldn't think such a thing, and if they did, they'd be mistaken" she mewed. "The only option is to keep it a secret" she mewed. "Our destiny is to be together" she mewed "even if it's after your kits are older."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 13:04:00 GMT -5
Renegade sighed. Keep it secret.
"If you want that, I am willing... I want to be with you, Sparkheart... if not now, some day in the future... if not here, there some place else, when circumstances will allow. But I can wait for you, if you'll just wait a little while for me." He said, brushing his muzzle against hers and licking her ear gently.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 13:25:53 GMT -5
Sparkheart purred. She licked his muzzle, and buried her head in his chest. "I will wait as long as it takes" she mewed. "If we can't be together here, then we'll leave and make our home somewhere else."
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 13:32:01 GMT -5
Renegade sighed and closed his eyes.
"Yes... together forever." He murmured, reopening them to stare off into nothing, to remember another such promise.
"We'll be friends forever, won't we, Renny?" The she-cat asked, pouncing on him and pinning him easily even though he was already twice her size.
"Yeah. Friends... but what about... father and mother...?" He asked.
"They don't care about what you do, so they won't mind!" She exclaimed.
"But you're a Killer... what if... what if they tell you to kill me?" He squeaked fearfully.
"Don't be silly! They wouldn't ask me to do that! What an imagination you have, Renny..." She purred affectionately.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 13:55:44 GMT -5
Sparkheart simply purred. Now everything was finally feeling right. Soon they'd be together, like they're meant to be.
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 14:12:11 GMT -5
OOC: Time for a flashback! Yaay!
The cats gathered together in whispering groups, their fur pricked with unease and excitement mixed into one.
"Which do you think will win? If he issued the challenge he must be sure of himself." One tom mused to his female companion.
"But she is one of the best we've seen, despite Leader's... affections towards the young tom." The she-cat replied tersely.
"But he has sufficent bloodlines, while she was just a fluke." The tom protested.
"Flukes can be stronger than even the most noble blooded. Besides, possessing Hauntsun's genes is not so special after he's been dead so long." She snapped.
"How could you speak that way?" The tom demanded, just as a hush fell over the cats. The two looked up to see their leader, Bloodsun, standing over them.
"The time has come for DesertClan to receive its new Killer. Long have we awaited the Bloodlust's coming, and now a challlenge has been issued. Gaara versus Okkurein!" He cried. Two young cats sat hunched side by side, their eyes huge.
"Sis, they aren't really goanna make Okkurein and Big Brother fight, are they?" The tom demanded.
"Of course they are. That's tradition." She replied fitfully.
"But Chaos-"
"Silence!" She spat as Okkurein padded up to them. Her lush grey fur flowed in the breeze and her kind but sad blue eyes met theirs.
"Don't worry. I'm going to be just fine." She said gently, bowing down and licking the tom's ear.
"Remember me, Renengade... don't forget how I love you." She whispered before turning and walking into the arena, outlined by the bodies of Clanmates. At the other end of the ring stood Gaara, his eyes tinged with red. Renegade watched as Okkurein's eyes flashed with the same crimson, and he winced as the two cats flew at each other. Gaara's superior size had no advantage; Okkurein was too quick. She flew around him and lashed out with her paw, catching him on the nose. He yowled in fury and leaped forward, placing both paws on her flank and diving down to score his teeth into her fur. She whirled around and bit in a frenzy, tearing and clawing with all her might. Gaara reached forward and sliced at her face, cutting one of her eyes so that it bled and she was forced to close it. The fight went on, both cats lashing out and tearing and clawing. Renegade's face lit up as he noticed Okkurein was still able to fight, while Gaara was tiring. Suddenly he saw his father, Bloodsun, motion to two toms. They kicked stones out at Okkurein's paws, but cleverly so that they were not seen. She tripped, and Gaara pounced on her, holding her down. He looked up at his father, and Okkurein went limp, knowing that she had lost.
"End her." Bloodsun growled, and Renegade gave a horrified yowl as Gaara, full of the bloodlust with his eyes burning red, dove for her throat.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 19:37:03 GMT -5
Sparkheart thought there was silence for too long. "So we will wait and be together?" she asked.
((Yuck, horrible post))
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 19:41:31 GMT -5
OOC: S'fine don't worry about it
BIC: Renegade smiled at her.
"Yeah. We'll wait a little while. SilenceClan won't last much longer. I've seen war like this before... believe me, it won't last." He murmured.
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Post by flameh on Jul 17, 2009 19:44:57 GMT -5
Sparkheart nodded. She knew that SilenceClan wasn't permanent but temporary. She knew that she would wind up a loner, eventually. "Of course we must wait, until after the war when we can slip away and leave" she mewed.
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Post by .:-Aikoa-:. on Jul 17, 2009 19:53:54 GMT -5
Renegade nodded.
"The end of SilenceClan marks a new beginning for many, I believe." He said quietly.
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